I believe myself to be a horrible mother!

I would rather my child cry himself to sleep than deal with a squirming child in my bed all night. I justify this by telling myself the next day will be miserable if I do not get some good shut-eye.

I cry outside his room but am totally relieved when the cryng subsides. That's just a tease though!

Well, as long as we fall asleep before 4 am tonight, maybe tomorrow won't be horrid.